Last night...
Last night. laying at the edge of my bed, I had a wonderful dream, so that reality almost seemed like a nightmare. I had it all! I was happy! I was not alone! Last night I woke up in the middle of the night, Where did the dream go? I woke up alone, again... Last night, I sat down on the side of the bed, missing you... thinking of you.. wondering where you are... Last night I blamed myself... for I don't know what pondering if I should apologize for whatever I've done wrong even though I'm not sure what that is. Last night I was afraid scared of the distance and the indifference that kills me slowly but i can constantly feel their presence... Last night I wished you were here close to me! I wished... ...for your embrace ... for you kiss. Last night I cried a little... even when I tried to swallow the tears hoping it would be easy... to forget, to let go... why is it so hard? Last night I hoped for answers for a r